February 2012
people who throw you under the bus to make themselves look better fucking disgust me. you must be so selfish to do that and not feel guilty at all. I don’t know how you live with yourself knowing, that you’ve betrayed people you once called your bestfriend.
I don’t think people should be so bitter about Valentines Day. especially if you don’t have a valentine nor significant other. just treat it like any other day. its obviously a day dedicated to certain people. people that have a valentine or significant other. if you don’t have either of those of well. just sit back and relax. admire everyone who has that special someone and...
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for me, I can’t get over someone while still “being friends” after. honestly, I think it’s the most stupidest move after a break up, now that I think about it. don’t know why I ever tried “being friends” with anyone I was trying to get over with. it may seem mean to the person you’re trying to get over. just because you all over don’t...
I think from now on, I wanna start to go on actual dates. not just ”talking”, like lets go out and act like a couple for a night. how they use to do it in how ever many years back. lets have a one on one conversation at the dinner table. I don’t expect you to take me to the fanciest places. lets just go on dates and see how stuff goes.
claudia: we were with braxton and he goes up to jacob birmingham and says ”wassup mothafucker” and then whispers to me ”I got taught how to greet like a black person” HAHAA
me: HAHAHAHAHAHA BRAXTON
I frankly think that we're perfect for each other.
I swam today. I was sooo slow. my thighs burned, I loved that. my arms are so uneven with strength, my right arm started aching a lot more than my left. my breathing was barely being controlled, was practically weezing after every set. my abs hurt, which is good. its harder to put my suit over my butt.. did it get bigger? it was a bitch doing all the sets, but I’m glad I’m swimming...
I dont think I’ve felt so pressured or blamed for soccer and swimming. being blamed that I’m the reason why I have to worry about my spot on the team, because I chose to play soccer. and its my fault I broke my collarbone. having your own mother tell you ”if you dont make it I think I will be so depressed”, as if I’m not already worried and nervous for my try out as it is....
regardless of the result of tonights game, I am still proud of my school. I know the all of our basketball teams, especially boys’ varsity really busted their asses. honestly, I could care less about what people say about the people at our school. all that matters to me is our sports teams.
good job frosh boys, jv boys & girls, and varsity boys & girls. we still love you.
I want a little black dress.
I think every girl should have one.
when guys can be dorks themselves.. that has to be just about the most cutest thing ever. cause not only is he a dork, but you, yourself are a dork too. you and him could be dorks together.
your personality attracts mine.
me: take a shot for me
simsimi: bitch u aint drake
everyone seems innocent.
I was really touched tonight. I never really thought of religion as a priority. but going to my friends’ church tonight and being with everyone, actually listening to the priest’s sermon, and getting a reaction from it. it felt really.. right. I wouldn’t mind going to church, or heck even that church. I felt really replenished.
coming home to a problem. you left, over what, an...
would you be surprised if I said I was interested...
I’m wondering if I should make the move of trying to possibly make you my so called valentine. I had one last year, but I didn’t really work for it. and I would have to work for it this time. it wouldn’t be anything serious just like casual stuff. I’ll think it over.
so I think we should get to know each other.
I’m kind of worried. should I even chase you? you seem so occupied with sports that you don’t seem interested in girls. but then again we still don’t know each other that well yet. I just hope I’m not wrong about you. cause you seem really great. and I would really like it if we even just had a little something. that would be nice. I’d be satisfied.
you know you probably post a lot about someone, if you got someone at school mentioning about it. i know i got really stunned today when someone said ”is he the guy youre always tripping about on tumblr?”.. came outta the blue. hahah.
i played for the first time since November 22nd. it felt amazing. at first i was really frightened. and playing like a pussy. but i got use to it. i was really scared that i wouldve fallen. but i even got some contact in there with out anything major happening. gosh it felt so good. to kick the ball, scream, sprint, defend.
now im sore all over my body. this is the best feeling on the earth....
January 2012
aw shit its almost my birthday
*my momma’s
friendzone
suhani: you guys are acquaintances, dont get his phone number in a friend way and be like ”hey lets all hang out.” no. be like ”hey, we should talk sometime.. lets have sex.”
me: brilliant.
when his friends start adding you on facebook. like wow, way to make it know that something is definitely up. haha, not slick.
we’ve been texting the whole weekend. and I don’t know what to do. cause I don’t wanna start anything but then again flirting would be fun. however I could be totally wrong and that’s just how you text people?.. to be honest you don’t seem the type to flirt at all.. and I don’t wanna be mean and just totally shut you out. but then again I could never imagine...
to flirt or not to flirt?
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birthday wish list
tacks for my bulletin board
white converse
pack of oranges
she’s the man on DVD
kevin hart: seriously funny/laugh at my pain on DVD
itunes giftcard
clean & clear face wash
throw me a surprise party with all my friends
good looking drake poster
scentless body moisturizer
nike running shorts
free runs
mulan on DVD
breakfast club on DVD
sixteen candles on DVD
army green...
does anyone know where I can get the verification...
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One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful
Other things that have made my night:
michelle-chu:
ALEX’S TUMBLR OMG. IT’S TOO FUCKING FUNNY. HAHAHAHHAHAH
hehehehe :)
people at my high school make me question humanity.
I think people that have a lot of different ethnicities in them are so great. and they tend to be really good looking as well. it’s just so interesting how someone can be mexican, native american, filipino, hawaiian, and etc. all at the same time. I wish I was an interracial baby.
I don't really know you but I think that we'd make...
the awkward moment when you don’t know if the guy you’re texting is trying to flirt, or just wanting to have a casual conversation. its so confusing. like if I put a smiley here will he take it as flirty? but then again I dont wanna seem dull. oh well.
I wish I could rock a middle part. I think they look so pretty on people, but its usually if they curl their hair. I feel like a middle part makes my forehead look really narrow, like a pinhead. I don’t like my abnormal part. meh.
this weekend.
I’m going to be busy at home since my friends are leaving this weekend. and I’m gonna make a home made realistic scenario LIFE boardgame. its gonna have stuff like ”youre born and your mom walks out on you for crack”, ”boyfriend turns out gay”, ”your kid grows up and has a baby at 15 - move away to protect reputation”.