I dont think I’ve felt so pressured or blamed for soccer and swimming. being blamed that I’m the reason why I have to worry about my spot on the team, because I chose to play soccer. and its my fault I broke my collarbone. having your own mother tell you ”if you dont make it I think I will be so depressed”, as if I’m not already worried and nervous for my try out as it is. telling me I need to swim my fastest, when I already know because I feel like it’ll either make or break me. my mom is not supporting me right now, if anything she’s stressing me out even more. jeez, way to shed tears the night before huh?
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heckadarkswimmer said:
hun you’ll do amazing! i know it! :) dont worry my darling! swim your heart out and give it all you got cuz i know you will. <3
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